Maeve Sales

@organicostrich395840

I really need your advice on how to deal with this problem. I don't consider myself ugly, the opposite people pays attention to me, compliments me, but I'm just

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Maeve Sales

@organicostrich395840 · Jan 12, 2026

i'm so tired of my own thoughts

Tw: sexual assault
My mind has just been constantly spiraling with every little thing i do.
If i'm talking to my friends, all i can think about is that they don't actually like me and they're just friends with me to use me. This just spirals throughout my mind without stop.
If i'm not thinking about that, i'm constantly thinking about harming myself and how i'm an awful person.
I constantly feel like i'm never doing enough. Like i'm selfish and greedy. Like i'm horrible and annoying and no one actually wants to be around me.
I was also assaulted about a year ago and i cannot stop thinking about how i deserve it evem though deep down i know i didn't.
I'm so tired and exhausted but i don't know how to stop thinking like this. I almost want to give in and relapse. It's taking an insane amount of self control to not just give in.
I feel like i'm about to crumble at any second and i don't know how to handle this anymore.
I'm just so tired.

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@organicostrich395840 · Jan 11, 2026

Kassem Farhat

@kassem · Jan 10, 2026 7:47 pm

I have banned homophobia, and as soon as I win the election, I will dismiss some people, BAD people.

~Kassem Farhat
Member of GLOBAL VIRTUAL TRUST

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@organicostrich395840 · Jan 11, 2026

Jackson Anderson

@ticklishwolf217949 · Jan 11, 2026 10:16 am

Me and the way I interact with people

I actually find it funny and confusing how I feel sad about being lonely and not having anyone to talk to when I feel really bad/really happy
But at the same time I distance myself from people who makes an effort to get close at me and then try to get close at people who distance themselves from me/don't like me much
If anyone feels the same way as well, do you have any idea why? I would like to understand or solve this to be honest
also I like starting relationships (friendships) but I don't maintain it. any reason why? and how can I fix this

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@organicostrich395840 · Jan 10, 2026

Osmar da Rocha

@goldenrabbit997350 · Jan 10, 2026 8:20 pm

Are any of us happy with the state of things?

The murders of both Charlie Kirk and Renee Good are tragedies. Subjectivity has no place in this conversation.
I find it incredibly disturbing that each incident had/has anyone justifying or even *defending* it.
Unless either of those two people shot your puppy and your mama and your cat and your daddy, it is insane to wish death upon them, let alone rejoice in it!
Even if Charlie Kirk was, as described by many, a hate-mongerer; and if Renee Good was a radical leftist intent on obstructing law enforcement, did either of them directly threaten harm to your person or your loved ones?
Them. As people. Not as whatever rhetoric you believe either chose to spread.
No?
Then you’re a sick fuck for relishing their deaths.
I mourn for both and their families. I do not feel the need to let you know whose supposed ideology I most align with.
It doesn’t matter.

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