Margarita Ramos

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Murcia, Spain Joined Jan 2026

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Margarita Ramos

@organicpeacock642430 · Jan 12, 2026

I wish things were different

The other time I(26f) was venting to my mother about something and she said “stop giving me emotional baggage.” I remember crying as soon as she said that because it hurt. I just wanted to be able to tell her about my day or something that was bothering me but she shut me up entirely and I felt so much hurt. She’s said those words like 4 times only but I’m remembering right now how bad I felt. Legit I began sobbing. It sucks because I love her and she’s supported me through a lot but it’s exhausting. She is always criticizing me whether it is on my hair, clothes, etc. Most of the time she’s in a bad mood and blames it on menopause but nah come on. Who even likes to start their day all mad over nothing? The worst is when I’m trying to eat in the kitchen table and she starts arguing. It is awful. As I’m getting older I’m realizing she is toxic but still has good parts to her and that’s what makes it hard. Sometimes (rare) she is super sweet with me and when I get those moments I am happy. She also never asks my brother to help with chores and only asks me.

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@organicpeacock642430 · Jan 12, 2026

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@goldenpeacock566263 · Jan 12, 2026 12:46 am

I hate my best friend

Over time, I’ve grown to dislike her more and more. I thought it’d go away, since for a while, these waves of distaste would come in waves for an hour or two and then if I saw her, they’d go away. Now, my hatred of her remains when I am near her, being texted by her, or even just thinking of or being reminded of her. It isn’t just annoyance, but full on anger and sometimes disgust over every little thing.
I‘m not entirely sure why it started happening except for the fact that we had started getting closer and she was more attached than I was and I lost the desire for connection. I wasn’t in the place to invest in any type of relationship or friendship, especially one where I can’t return anything. But instead of falling back into being acquainted, I have just started to despise her. Part of it might be that she has a few mental health issues, and I have bad correlations with those because of difficult times with family members growing up, but my other friends and I myself have my own problems. When she was most comfortable with me, she had started to give me details about her deeper psychosis and I was not the right person to hear that. Moreover, she is actively getting help, but i

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